After reading the EMAILS, love notes, & listening to his mix he made before his departure. I could see CHEMISTRY....
I went through the BOX, scrap-booked what was left, just a memory.
I have been eating to escape...the reality of life.
The reality is I'm unhappy & fat. The most embarrassing part is when I realized I was fat at CD pool swimming with my family. Everyone went down the big slide & so I went down....SLOWLY. I stopped in the middle of the slide & only made it all the way down is because a little kid behind me rammed into me sending me all the way down the slide.